Thursday, September 22, 2016

Little girl in kinder garden.

That was a very impressed school day when I was a little girl in kinder garden. For the first time my mother was not at home and leaving me alone with my grandmother. After my grandmother woke me up in the morning, I dressed up myself, brushed my teeth and washed my face. Then I ask my grandmother for help to tie my plaits. To my surprise, my grandmother said she didn’t know how to do it. With no other choice, my grandmother and I had to try to tie my plaits as my mother did again and again, but it was still in a tangled mess. How fast time went by!
I was going to be late. So we tried for the last time and I went to school with my grandmother.
At first, I felt so proud that I tied my plaits for the first time. I sat with my head raised and my shoulders squared. Besides I was much more active than usual and answered the teacher's question for many times. However, I didn't know that there was a good play waiting for me. After two classes, it was the most relaxing time that all of us look forward to. I played games with my friends happily preparing to tell them that I tied my plaits. When I was jumping and giggling, my plait on the left side loosened! How embarrassed I was at that time! What should I do in front of so many classmates! I was so awkward that the game was not so interesting anymore and the recess time was not relaxing anymore. And I slinked away instantly.
As to the solution, I really can't remember it. Maybe I tied it on my own or my teacher helped me. Probably it was untied till I went home. Whatever it was, that was really a very awkward moment for me.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

Anytime,you should be strong enough

Every one has to experience happiness,unhappiness,difficulties. I think ,in the whole lifetime, one is consistently doing two things ,being faced with problems,and finding ways to solve them. As I grow up, I gradually find, most of the problems I have met are solved by myself. Even though,somebody is there for you to help you, it is only transient,he or she could be always there ready to help.  So I should depend on myself,to try all the methods to make myself strong enough to handle the problems. But I am not that strong,Sometimes, I feel I couldn't go on ,I really want to give up.Many times, I feel inferior.I am not clever,not smart,not talkative,I really don't know what I am good at, I am at a loss with a blank mind. I have done a lot ,but I don't know why the efficiency is not satisfiable. The biggest problem I am faced up is I do not have a clear mind, a specific logic. All are messed up. Why is it so hard for me to successfully finish one task? I am more like an idot.